Protestants Should Celebrate the Saints

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Suggest celebrating All Saints’ Day in some Protestant churches, and there’s a reasonable chance somebody will ask whether you’re planning to start praying to Mary next.

I’m not, for the record.

But I do find our discomfort with the saints rather interesting, especially at this time of year.

Yesterday was Halloween, a celebration that seems to generate an extraordinary amount of anxiety in certain Christian circles. I’ve written about that previously, so I won’t revisit the argument here.

Today, however, is All Saints’ Day. The Christian celebration from which Halloween, or All Hallows’ Eve, gets its name. Yet in many Protestant churches, the occasion will pass without much attention.

Obviously, this isn’t true everywhere. Anglicans, Lutherans, Methodists and others have long maintained traditions of remembering the saints. But in some evangelical and independent Protestant communities, the language of sainthood can still feel suspiciously Catholic.

I wonder whether, in our determination to distance ourselves from certain Catholic practices, we’ve ended up neglecting something that belongs to the whole Church.

After all, saints were around long before the Reformation.

Did the Reformers Actually Reject the Saints?

The Protestant Reformation raised serious questions about the veneration and invocation of saints, particularly whether Christians should seek the prayers of those who had died.

These weren’t trivial concerns. They involved genuine theological disagreements about prayer, mediation, biblical authority and practices that had developed within the medieval Church.

But the Reformers weren’t necessarily opposed to remembering the saints themselves.

The Augsburg Confession, one of the foundational documents of Lutheran theology, explicitly approves remembering the saints so that Christians might imitate their faith and good works.

Its accompanying Apology goes further, describing three appropriate ways of honouring them: giving thanks to God for their lives, strengthening our faith through their example, and imitating their virtues.

The same documents reject invoking the saints. Evidently, the Reformers responsible for them could distinguish between remembering faithful Christians and seeking their intercession.

The Reformed tradition also retained the language of sainthood. Chapter 26 of the Westminster Confession describes the communion of saints as a shared participation in Christ and in one another’s spiritual gifts. It doesn’t prescribe celebrating All Saints’ Day, but it certainly doesn’t treat sainthood as a foreign concept.

John Wesley was rather fond of the occasion, too. In his journal entry for 1 November 1767, he described All Saints’ Day as a festival he loved.

So the idea that remembering the saints is somehow inherently un-Protestant doesn’t hold up particularly well.

I suspect part of the problem is that, in certain circles, we’ve inherited a suspicion of Catholicism without necessarily understanding the theological arguments behind it. Something looks Catholic, so we assume it must be unbiblical.

For a movement that places so much emphasis on returning to Scripture, that seems a rather strange way of approaching things.

Paul Had a Rather Generous Definition of Sainthood

The New Testament doesn’t reserve the word saint for an exclusive collection of spiritual celebrities.

Paul opens his first letter to the Corinthians by addressing the believers as those sanctified in Christ Jesus and called to be saints (1 Corinthians 1:2).

Which, if you’ve read Corinthians, is rather amusing.

The Corinthian church was an absolute mess. They were fighting over leadership, dealing with sexual misconduct, taking one another to court, and somehow managing to turn the Lord’s Supper into an occasion where wealthy members ate well while poorer members were left hungry.

Yet Paul still calls them saints.

He certainly doesn’t excuse their behaviour. Much of the letter is devoted to confronting it. But the Greek word hagioi, usually translated as saints or holy ones, describes their identity as people belonging to God.

Their holiness is grounded in Christ, and Paul expects that relationship to transform how they live.

Of course, Catholic theology also recognises that all Christians are called to holiness, while formal canonisation recognises particular individuals. The disagreements between our traditions are more complicated than simply who gets to be called a saint.

Still, Paul’s language challenges our tendency to associate sainthood with extraordinary religious achievement.

The Corinthians were saints who still had an awful lot to learn about following Jesus.

I find that rather reassuring, actually.

We Have Our Own Saints. We Just Don’t Call Them That.

One of the more amusing things about Protestant discomfort with the saints is that we’re perfectly capable of creating our own religious heroes.

We quote Luther, Calvin, Wesley, Spurgeon, Bonhoeffer and whichever contemporary theologian happens to be popular in our particular circles.

We name institutions after them, write books about their lives, preserve their sermons and occasionally defend them well beyond what their behaviour deserves.

I’m not suggesting this is identical to Catholic veneration. But there is a certain irony in being comfortable celebrating the legacy of a Reformer while becoming deeply uncomfortable with the suggestion that we honour the saints.

Perhaps the language is what bothers us.

And to be fair, there are important distinctions worth preserving.

Catholic and Orthodox Christians distinguish between worship owed to God and the honour given to saints. They understand the saints’ intercession within the unique mediation of Christ. Many Protestants remain unconvinced that requesting prayers from departed Christians has sufficient biblical warrant, particularly in light of passages such as 1 Timothy 2:5.

I think those disagreements deserve serious theological attention. We don’t need to pretend they can all be resolved with a cheerful appeal to Christian unity.

But surely we can appreciate Augustine without praying to him. We can learn from Gregory of Nyssa without agreeing with every theological conclusion he reached. We can honour Francis of Assisi without treating every story associated with him as historically reliable.

We should also be capable of remembering these people honestly, including their failures. Christian history contains extraordinary faithfulness alongside cruelty, prejudice and abuses of power.

The saints weren’t flawless, and we do them no favours by pretending otherwise.

Perhaps we’d have a healthier understanding of Christian history if we stopped treating its most influential figures as either untouchable heroes or people whose every mistake disqualifies them from being remembered.

The Church Is Bigger Than Our Little Corner of It

The Apostles’ Creed includes a phrase I’ve become increasingly fond of:

I believe in the communion of saints.

It’s easy to recite those words without considering what we’re actually confessing.

Christians have understood the communion of saints in different ways, particularly regarding the relationship between those still living and those who have died in Christ. But the phrase reminds us that Christian faith belongs to a community much larger than our own congregation or denomination.

We didn’t invent Christianity.

We inherited the Scriptures through generations of Christians who preserved, copied, translated and interpreted them. Our creeds emerged through centuries of theological debate, prayer and sometimes rather unpleasant disagreement. Even the language we use to describe God has been shaped by people who lived long before us.

Hebrews 12:1 describes believers as surrounded by a great cloud of witnesses, following the stories of faithfulness and suffering recounted in the previous chapter.

I don’t think we need to imagine those witnesses sitting in heavenly grandstands, watching our every move. Their lives bear witness to God’s faithfulness and encourage those still running the race.

And I think there’s a certain humility that comes from recognising our place in that story.

We can sometimes speak about biblical Christianity as though we’ve independently rediscovered the original faith, untouched by centuries of Christian history.

Yet even our understanding of what constitutes biblical Christianity has been shaped by the Christians who came before us.

That doesn’t mean tradition should be accepted uncritically. The Reformers themselves demonstrated why inherited practices sometimes need to be challenged.

But perhaps we could approach our Christian ancestors with a little more curiosity and a little less suspicion.

The Saints Who Never Made the Calendar

One of the traditional readings for All Saints’ Day is Revelation 7:9–17, where John describes an enormous multitude gathered before the throne of God and the Lamb, drawn from every nation, tribe, people and language.

It’s an extraordinary picture.

John’s vision offers suffering Christian communities a glimpse of God’s victory over death and the powers that oppose his Kingdom. The people gathered around the Lamb are promised that their hunger and thirst will end, and that God will wipe away their tears.

Another reading, Matthew 5:1–12, gives us Jesus’ description of those who are blessed: the meek, the merciful, the peacemakers, those who mourn, and those who hunger and thirst for righteousness.

It’s hardly a list of qualities that would guarantee somebody religious celebrity status.

And perhaps that’s worth remembering when we think about the saints.

For every Augustine or Francis whose name survives in the history books, there are countless Christians whose stories have disappeared.

People who cared for the sick, welcomed strangers, resisted injustice, raised families, or simply tried to follow Jesus through some fairly difficult circumstances.

Some probably did all of that rather imperfectly.

They won’t have feast days named after them. There are no stained-glass windows telling their stories. But their lives were part of the Church’s story all the same.

And for some of us, the saints we remember most fondly won’t be famous theologians or ancient martyrs.

They’ll be people we knew.

A grandparent who taught us to pray. A friend who stayed when life became difficult. Somebody whose quiet generosity made a difference without anyone else noticing.

All Saints’ Day gives us an opportunity to remember them.

There’s something particularly meaningful about that in a culture where death is often treated as something to avoid discussing. Christians can sometimes be so eager to proclaim the hope of heaven that we rush past the grief of losing somebody.

But Jesus wept at the tomb of Lazarus, even knowing what he was about to do.

We can believe in the resurrection and still be devastated by death. In fact, Scripture calls death an enemy, one that Christ has defeated through his own resurrection and will finally destroy (1 Corinthians 15:26).

Remembering those who have died can be an expression of that hope. We can speak their names, give thanks for their lives, and acknowledge the absence they’ve left behind.

We don’t need to settle every theological disagreement about the departed to recognise the value of doing that.

Perhaps It’s Time We Reclaimed the Saints

I don’t think Protestant churches need to adopt every Catholic or Orthodox practice associated with the saints. Some disagreements are substantial, and there’s no point pretending otherwise.

But I do think we ought to reconsider our instinctive suspicion of sainthood.

We can remember the martyrs who endured persecution, learn from the theologians who wrestled with difficult questions, and give thanks for the people whose ordinary faithfulness shaped our own lives.

We can even set aside a day to do it.

All Saints’ Day reminds us that the Church existed long before our particular denomination came along, and that the Christian story will continue long after we’re gone.

Most of us will never have our names written into a church calendar. We probably won’t have theological colleges named after us, or biographies written about our lives.

But perhaps somebody will remember that we loved them well, that we showed up when they needed us, or that something about the way we lived helped them recognise Jesus.

I quite like that thought.

And if Paul was comfortable calling the Corinthians saints, perhaps Protestants can learn to be a little more comfortable with the word too.

Techno Jesus: AI, Technology and Christian Spirituality

I have ADHD, and AI has revolutionised how I approach research, manage tasks, and train my attention towards things that matter to me. If technology can help me engage more deeply with something I care about, why wouldn’t I explore what it could offer prayer, Scripture, or life in a church community?

Can Technology Deepen Christian Spirituality?

We already accept quite a lot of help when we pray. We read words somebody else wrote, listen to music, light candles, and look at images. A prayer book gives us language when we struggle to find our own. An audio Bible lets us hear a passage while walking.

AI can answer back, and we have to decide how much to trust its response. I’m interested in whether that back-and-forth helps someone stay with a passage or pray in their own words. I’d also want to understand what it changes about the practice along the way.

John’s Gospel introduces Jesus as the Word who became flesh and lived among us (John 1:14). In the Gospels, he eats with people, touches the sick, and gets tired. For me, that makes it difficult to imagine Christian spirituality as something we do by getting our bodies and their needs out of the way. The person praying has a particular body, a particular mind, and circumstances that affect how they pray.

Technology, Disability and Accessible Worship

Take the expectation that prayer happens best when we sit still in silence. That can be a helpful practice, but I wouldn’t assume that difficulty with it tells us much about someone’s desire for God. A person might find it easier to listen to a Psalm while walking, or follow a short guided prayer. A reminder on their phone might help them return to prayer during the week.

The same applies when we gather. Captions and transcripts can make a sermon accessible to someone who cannot hear it or needs more time to process what was said. Speech-to-text could help someone prepare the prayers they will lead. A member living with chronic illness might be able to lead a small prayer group by video even when travelling to the church building is difficult.

I’m drawn to that last possibility because it changes who gets to contribute. In 1 Corinthians 12, Paul describes a church whose members need one another and whose gifts belong to the whole body. If our arrangements make it difficult for someone to take part, the congregation also misses out on what they bring. So I’d want the conversation about technology to begin with the people facing those barriers. They may have a much simpler idea than whatever the church was about to buy.

Using Virtual Reality for Christian Prayer

Then there is the idea of putting on a headset to pray, which admittedly takes a little more getting used to. Imagine being unable to travel to a retreat, but having access to a headset and a guided time of prayer in a quiet virtual chapel. You hear a Gospel passage, sit with it, and have time to pray without the programme constantly moving you on to the next thing.

The Church of England’s 2022 Prayers at the Foot of the Cross, filmed at Bristol Cathedral, brought prayer, choral music, and silence into a 360-degree service viewable with or without a headset.

I can also see a connection with Ignatian imaginative prayer, where someone pictures themselves within a Gospel scene and attends to Jesus. A virtual setting might give a person a way into that practice. Of course, a designer would be deciding what the scene looked and sounded like, so we would need to recognise those details as an interpretation. A convincing reconstruction could easily make us forget how much has been imagined.

A headset may be distracting or uncomfortable for some people, and an audio recording may work better. I’d ask those who try it what helped them pray and what got in the way.

How AI Can Help with Bible Study

AI interests me for a slightly different reason: you can keep asking it to explain something. If an answer assumes knowledge you don’t have, you can ask it to go back a step. You can compare interpretations, work through unfamiliar terms, or break a large research task into something you can actually begin.

Given the difference AI has made to my own research, I can see why this would be useful to someone opening a biblical commentary and wondering whether they need another book just to understand the first one. They might ask for an explanation of the argument, then return to the commentary with a clearer idea of what the author is saying. They could also bring a more specific question to their Bible study group.

I would be careful about letting the answer end the enquiry, though. AI can produce plausible explanations and references that turn out to be wrong. With theology, there is also the question of whose interpretation it has presented as obvious. Asking where an idea comes from, checking the source, and reading a different view are part of using it well. I want to come away better able to read the passage and judge an interpretation for myself.

Using AI to Write Sermons

For someone preparing to preach, that help can extend into the writing itself. A minister could give AI their notes and argument, ask for a first draft, and work through the result. It might suggest a structure they hadn’t considered or help untangle a paragraph that looks fine on the page but sounds dreadful aloud. Tools such as Logos’s Sermon Assistant already offer help with outlines, illustrations, applications, and discussion questions.

I can understand why people hesitate here. Working out what to say is part of coming to understand a passage. If a preacher skips that process and delivers an argument they have barely considered, the congregation may hear something polished that its speaker cannot really explain. There is also the congregation itself to consider. A sermon on forgiveness will be heard differently by someone recovering from abuse, and a fluent draft may fail to recognise what its advice would ask of that person.

Also, it’s worth noting there is no substitute for the Spirit. A good preacher labours over the text and submits it to God. Technology will always have its limits. But I wonder if occasionally the Spirit can even work through code.

I think AI could help write a sermon if the preacher can explain and take responsibility for the final words. Quotations need checking, invented stories cannot become personal testimony, and substantial AI involvement ought to be acknowledged. Private pastoral conversations also need to stay private; they aren’t material to casually paste into a prompt.

There are useful possibilities after Sunday as well. St John’s Cathedral in Brisbane is exploring AI in ministry, including devotional material and ways of sharing sermons with reflection questions and captions. A checked, plain-language summary could help a group return to a difficult sermon during the week. I like the possibility of giving people more time with an idea, especially when hearing it once wasn’t enough.

AI, Mental Health and Pastoral Care

Someone struggling to contact a pastor, friend, or counsellor might ask AI to help organise what they want to say. They can read the draft, change it, and decide whether it says enough to begin the conversation. For someone who keeps putting off that first message, having a few sentences to work with could help.

Healthdirect explains how online services can connect people with mental health support, while advising that AI should not replace professional care. A church can help someone find a qualified counsellor and make room for prayer and friendship alongside that care. A quiet video conversation may also be easier to manage than a crowded gathering for someone who is struggling.

I’ve written before about knowing and being known. If AI helps someone put words to what they are going through, I’d hope it also becomes easier to share that with a person they trust. Someone who knows them can stay in touch over time and ask how things are going. A video call might make that possible during a week when meeting in person is too much.

For a church wanting to try some of this, I’d start with a conversation: what are people finding difficult, and what would they like help with? Let them help decide what happens next, then give them time to try it. I’d want to hear from the person who joined the discussion, or found a way of praying they wanted to keep.

Deconstruction Led Me to a Deeper Orthodoxy and Faith

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When Faith Stops Feeling Life-Giving

I once managed belief like a fragile museum piece, feeling the weight of maintaining it rather than living it. Before deconstruction, my faith felt exhausting. Not because I didn’t believe, but because the answers I had adopted stopped helping me live freely or flourish. Over time, they settled into a shallow kind of idea-ism, a way of thinking about faith that meant my spirituality, my questions, and even my own human experience had to be constantly filtered through categories that needed defending, maintaining, and keeping in order. Faith became something to manage rather than inhabit. Something to defend instead of embody.

Unresolved Theological Tension

Faith started to feel like something that needed constant attention instead of bringing rest. I carried a lot of unresolved tensions. The sharpest was the contradiction of a loving God who was also described as perpetually angry. It was difficult to reconcile the message of the cross as good news with explanations that felt wrong to me. I was told to trust Scripture, but only within rigid boundaries, which impacted how I viewed science and historical contexts. These tensions weren’t just ideas. They manifested in politics and in divided groups. Faith increasingly felt like an exercise in picking sides to stay ‘biblical.’ Underneath, I was sorting people: who was orthodox or heretical, faithful or compromised, who belonged and who didn’t. None of it felt life-giving. All of it carried weight, and over time, that weight became unbearable. Eventually, I didn’t just feel strained. I stopped altogether. I stopped engaging. I stopped trying to hold everything together, not out of rebellious spirit or a hard heart, but out of exhaustion.

Why I Stepped Away

It wasn’t some hidden sin I wanted to justify that led me to deconstruct. Rather, it was the heavy burden of traditional evangelism, a way of holding faith that was slowly hollowing me out rather than giving life. I needed distance. Not dramatically or all at once, but carefully. Slowly and surely, I removed myself from it. Stepping back didn’t feel brave. It felt disorienting. I wasn’t replacing one system with another. I was letting go of the constant explanations and seeing what was left.
At first, stepping back felt uncomfortable, but also freeing. Without my old ways of thinking, I didn’t know what to do next. My prayers changed. I stopped trying to say the right words and just sat with my feelings, embracing these moments as a form of silent prayer or centering. This contemplative posture allowed me to talk less at God and be more present. Faith didn’t come with easy answers anymore. There were no safe categories or certain words. The mystery I used to fear started to feel interesting instead of scary.

Deconstrucion Research

As I went through this, I noticed I wasn’t alone. Increasingly, I realized that deconstruction was happening everywhere. Research shows that about 42 percent of adults have questioned the faith they grew up with, and many still call themselves Christian. Barna’s research says about a third of practising Christians have seriously re-examined their inherited beliefs without leaving their faith. This shows that deconstruction isn’t simply about leaving Christianity. For many, it’s a personal reckoning inside the Church. Commentators such as Scot McKnight helped me understand this further. In Invisible Jesus, McKnight says that much of modern Christianity has replaced the real Jesus with other versions: a political Jesus, a nationalist Jesus, a moral enforcer, or a doctrinal gatekeeper. When people deconstruct, they’re often not rejecting Christ, but these distorted versions, hoping to find the real one.

Deconstruction as Reformation

Seen this way, deconstruction begins to look less like collapse and more like correction. Building on this, it almost ironically carries the marks of reform and renewal. Historically, movements that return people to the centre of faith are rarely neat or reassuring in the moment. They disrupt settled systems and force hard questions. Consider Martin Luther’s 95 Theses in 1517, which challenged the practices of the Church and sparked the Protestant Reformation, a period of profound religious renewal born out of significant disruption. Today, deconstruction feels like that kind of moment. As Brian Zahnd has often said, the future Christian will likely be a mystic, not someone chasing spiritual novelty, but someone formed by presence rather than control, encounter rather than certainty, love in place of fear. Taken together, the data and lived experience tell the same story. Deconstruction is not about killing Christianity. For many, it is about clearing away what is brittle and broken, so that something more ancient, deeper, and more Christ-centred can emerge.

Deconstruction as Formation

When I stepped back, not everything disappeared. In fact, some things stayed, not because I fought to keep them, but because they were never tied to the frameworks I had let go of. Christ stayed. Not as a system to defend or a set of conclusions to maintain, but as the person I kept returning to. Even when I wasn’t sure what I believed, Jesus himself remained compelling. His way of being in the world. His closeness to those on the margins. His refusal to grasp for power. Whatever else shifted, I couldn’t shake him. Sometimes, in silent prayer, it felt like Jesus whispered, ‘I’m here with you.’ It was as if he was telling me, ‘It’s okay to ask questions, to seek understanding. I am with you in your doubts and your discoveries.’ Scripture stayed too. And in many ways, it became more profound. I never stopped loving the Bible. I’ve always been a Bible nerd. What changed wasn’t my affection for the text, but the way I read it. As I let go of the lenses I had adopted, Scripture stopped being something I approached primarily to extract answers or defend positions. It became sacramental. Life-giving. Formative.

Deconstruction and Orthodox

I came to recognise the Bible not as a puzzle to solve, but as a place to meet God. Reading it this way made me slow down. It shaped how I think and what I care about. It worked deep inside me, not just in arguments. The text didn’t always answer my questions, but it kept bringing me back to Christ and to living more like him. That didn’t weaken my faith. It made it stronger. Orthodoxy came back, but it felt different.

What I eventually realised was that orthodoxy really is about healthy boundaries. In its earliest expressions, orthodoxy existed to confront heresy and guard the heart of the Christian confession. The creeds and confessions were shaped in conflict because what was at stake was not abstract correctness, but the truth about God, Christ, and what it means to be human. That work mattered. It still does. What surprised me was discovering that those boundaries were never meant to suffocate faith. They were meant to protect life.

Reading the early Church Fathers made this clear. Figures like Athanasius and Gregory of Nyssa were deeply orthodox and fiercely committed to doctrinal clarity, yet their theology was never anxious or thin. For Athanasius, orthodoxy mattered because if Christ is not truly God, then humanity is not truly healed. Doctrine was inseparable from salvation. Gregory of Nyssa, equally committed to the creedal faith, insisted that God always exceeds our concepts. Orthodoxy did not eliminate mystery. It required it. Doctrine named the centre, but it also opened the soul toward continual growth, desire, and transformation.

From there, the tradition opened rather than closed. I found this same orthodoxy expressed across several streams of the Church, in the earthy devotion of Celtic Christianity, in the depth and union spoken of by Catholic and Eastern mystics, and even in modern voices who continue to live this faith attentively and sincerely. Each tradition nurtures humility and compassion, drawing from the same well of Christ’s love and teachings. What united all of it was Christ, not as an idea to defend, but as a life to enter.

Deconstruction didn’t take me away from orthodoxy. It led me into a deeper kind of orthodoxy.

To Those Watching Other’s Deconstruct

That’s why I want to offer a word of caution to those watching others deconstruct: how we respond matters. Treating deconstruction as betrayal, danger, or moral failure does not protect faith. It reinforces the very wounds that made faith unlivable in the first place. If the goal is depth, maturity, and Christlikeness, then fear-driven responses are counter-formative. What deconstructing people need is love, not suspicion. Curiosity, not control. Space to ask honest questions without punishment. Orthodoxy was never meant to be enforced through fear. It was meant to form people into the likeness of Christ.


I didn’t lose my faith. I lost a version of it that could not carry life.
What remains now is not certainty, but commitment. Not answers I can deploy, but a way of living I am learning to inhabit. Christ abides at the centre again. Scripture is sacramental. Orthodoxy is formative. Mystery is no longer something I rush to resolve. For the first time in a long while, faith doesn’t require vigilance. It asks for faithfulness. Faith now feels like breathing, not balancing plates. It sustains me quietly, like a gentle rhythm that I can finally rest in. And that feels like something I can truly live with.

What I Enjoyed Writing This Year (And What It Did to My Faith)

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The soft rustle of pages turning, the faint smell of ink on paper, and the gentle glow of a lamp late at night frame this reflection. In these quiet moments, I discovered that this year’s writing is not a “best of” list, but a meditation on how it revealed the quiet, patient ways faith grows when I linger with attention and presence. It is a confession of where my attention lingered, and what that lingering did to my faith.

Looking back over my writing, I see a pattern I never planned. Certain themes kept circling back, like the sun lingering at the edge of morning. This single metaphor captures the persistence and gentle growth of my reflections, allowing the essence of faith’s slow, patient unfolding to shine through.

These are the pieces I enjoyed most. Not for their performance, but their honesty. In writing them, something in me grows.


Following the Winter Sun

Writing “Following the Winter Sun” slowed my pace in a way that theology rarely does. It made me honour the Southern Hemisphere, letting winter, darkness, and diminished light shape my imagination instead of borrowing someone else’s spirituality.

What I valued was resisting the pull of urgency, letting theology breathe with the seasons, and sensing God nearer to decline than to growth.

The winter sun does not conquer the darkness. It traces it faithfully.

That piece taught me faith does not always surge ahead. Sometimes it simply turns, just enough to catch whatever light is offered, without demanding more.


Faith and Mental Health: Part I (and 2)

This was among the most vulnerable things I wrote all year, and I could feel that vulnerability in every keystroke.

Here, I was unflinchingly honest, naming spiritual struggle as exhaustion, trauma, or simply a nervous system doing its best to survive.

Writing this clarified something essential for me:
God is not disappointed by wounded faith.

This piece loosened my hold on language that moralises suffering. It let me speak of faith not as pressure, but as permission—permission to heal, to name pain, to stop pretending obedience can skip over the inner world. It offered a holy act of self-compassion, bridging the gap between theology and psychological care. This is where the language of self-kindness finds its sacred place, encouraging readers to apply it to themselves and embrace their healing journey.


Why Christians Should Celebrate Halloween

I was surprised by how much joy I found in writing this one.

I reclaimed imagination from fear, pushing back against the idea that darkness is only dangerous. I reminded myself, and others, that Christianity knows resurrection and twilight both.

Writing about Halloween became a way to name something larger: the Church’s forgotten gift for sitting with death, mystery, and the in-between. We hurry toward light, rarely learning how to walk through dusk.

This piece reminded me that faith, stripped of imagination, grows anxious. Christ’s victory does not ask us to deny death, but to walk through it unafraid.


Healing Before Obedience

If any piece captured the heart of my year, it was this one.

I loved writing Healing Before Obedience because it finally named what I have seen quietly wound people for years: the belief that God wants compliance more than wholeness.

This was the piece where theology and pastoral concern fully met.

Writing it clarified my conviction: obedience without healing breeds distortion, not holiness. Jesus did not demand alignment first, but restored dignity. Transformation flows from love received, not pressure applied.

This post reframed discipleship for me, not as behaviour to be managed, but as the slow mending of a fragmented inner world in God’s presence.


Advent: Maybe Christ Is Waiting for Us

I loved writing this because it turned the usual script upside down.

Instead of us waiting anxiously for God, Advent became a season where God waits patiently for us—to notice, to arrive, to finally stop outrunning grace.

This piece wove the year together: slowness, attention, presence. God is not a void to be filled, but a presence waiting to be recognized. What if Christ has been waiting all along?

Writing it reminded me that Advent is not suspense, but hospitality.

And that Christ is not late.


What These Pieces Taught Me

Looking back, I see what I was really circling all year:

  • God is not in a hurry.
  • Healing is holy work.
  • Fear is not wisdom.
  • Imagination matters.
  • Faith matures through honesty, not performance.

I enjoyed writing these because they let me breathe, felt like careful truth-telling, and helped me resist the urge to hurry toward answers.

Writing did not tidy up my faith this year.
It made my faith gentler.

For the first time, that gentleness feels like real progress.

On the Incarnation: Athanasius, Christmas, and the Healing of the World

A Theological Reflection on “On the Incarnation” in Its Historical Moment

In the early fourth century, Christians went from facing persecution to receiving uncertain support from the empire. Athanasius of Alexandria wrote On the Incarnation during a time of confusion and exile. Many believers lost homes and were divided over who Christ was. For them, the question of Jesus’s identity had real and urgent consequences (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 1–2).

Athanasius lived and wrote in Alexandria, a city known for its intellectual life. Here, Greek philosophy, Jewish theology, Roman authority, and Christianity all met. The main conflict was about one question: Who is Jesus? Was he fully God or a created being? The Arian controversy was serious, as it affected Christian worship, prayer, and salvation (John 1:1–3; Colossians 1:15–20).

Athanasius said that if Christ is not fully God, then humanity stays trapped in decay (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 7). A created being cannot restore creation; only the Creator can heal what is broken (Psalm 36:9; Hebrews 2:14–15). Only God saves; Jesus saves; therefore, Jesus is God. This fundamental principle forms the basis of Athanasius’s argument and guides the whole book. Athanasius is not just focused on philosophical detail; he wants to show that the world is being restored.

Athanasius retells the Christmas story as a struggle involving the whole universe, underscoring its importance for his message. He moves beyond simple sweetness or just historical views, placing the empire’s power alongside the quiet strength of Christ’s simple birth. Where others see only a child in a manger, Athanasius sees a revolution: the incarnation as God’s bold action in the world of power.

Jesus was born during a time of empire, census, displacement, and fear (Luke 2:1–7). Caesar Augustus claimed to bring peace, but did so through taxes and military force. Joseph and Mary travelled because of an imperial order. Jesus was born not in a palace, but in a borrowed place, far from power. For Athanasius, this is important. While the empire tries to keep order, creation is falling apart (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 4).

Athanasius says that humanity’s problem is not only moral failure, but also corruption. God made people from nothing and keeps them alive through relationship. When people turn away from God, they move toward nothingness (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 4–5; Genesis 1:26–27; Romans 1:21). Sin breaks things apart. Death serves as more than a punishment; it is what happens when we separate from the source of life (Romans 6:23).

Athanasius sees Christmas as the turning point, the moment when God enters humanity’s broken world.

The incarnation shows that God does not abandon creation. The Word does not rule from far away or just send messages from heaven. The Word becomes flesh (John 1:14). For Athanasius, being truly human is essential. Salvation cannot happen from a distance. Healing requires closeness. What is not assumed cannot be restored (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 8–9).

Athanasius focuses on Christ’s body for a reason. The manger leads to the cross, not simply a feeling, but as a core belief. The body placed in the straw is the same body placed in the tomb (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 20; Luke 23:46). God chooses to be fully vulnerable from the beginning. Hunger, tiredness, suffering, and death are not too low for God (Hebrews 2:17).

The Controversy

The Arian controversy questioned whether Christ was truly God. It said the Son was separate and lower than the Father. Arians said that if the Son was born, there was a time when he did not exist. This made him a created being, not the Creator. The idea made God seem easier to understand by making the Son less than fully God. These arguments became popular because they seemed logical and because explaining the Trinity is hard. However, Athanasius challenges this by asking: How can something created save all of creation? He argues that if death holds humanity, only the Author of life can break that hold (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 7; Acts 2:24). Therefore, when the immortal Word enters death, death meets what it cannot control. Athanasius says the resurrection is not an afterthought, but the public result of what the incarnation began (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 25; 1 Corinthians 15:54–57).

Athanasius shows that incarnation and salvation go together. What we believe about Christ is linked to what we believe about humanity. To say Christ is truly human also says something about all people (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 54; Romans 8:29). Jesus is not an exception; he reveals what it means to be human. Salvation brings humanity back to what it should be.

This vision deeply affects how we live our faith. If God has entered human life, then every part of our physical existence matters spiritually (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 8; Genesis 1:31). Eating, working, loving, suffering, and rejoicing are all ways we can meet God (1 Corinthians 6:19–20). Holiness is not about leaving the world; it’s about living in it. Practically, this means engaging in kindness and service, seeing God’s face in each person. It also means practising daily gratitude and being mindful of God’s presence, whether in quiet reflection or in busy work. By fostering loving, compassionate relationships, we reflect Athanasius’s incarnational theology, connecting deeply with others and God through our everyday actions.

In the fourth century, there was political turmoil, theological conflict, and fear. Athanasius makes a bold claim: reality’s centre is now in human flesh (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 16; Ephesians 1:10). The world’s stability depends not on empire or philosophy, but on a child born under occupation (Luke 2:7). This is a profound challenge to powers that demand ultimate loyalty, both then and now. The focus shifts from secular dominance to divine presence in unexpected places.

For Athanasius, that is what Christmas is all about.

Christmas means that God joins his life to the world (Matthew 1:23). Heaven does not wait for people to reach up; it comes down. Instead, heaven comes down and lifts us from within (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 54; John 3:13). The manger is the main path, not a side road.

Athanasius believes that because the Word enters our story, history now moves toward life rather than emptiness (Athanasius, On the Incarnation 56; Revelation 21:5).

Even though it is deep theologically, On the Incarnation is easy to read. Athanasius writes in a clear, urgent, and caring way. This theology is not only for experts; it speaks to a Church trying to remember God during times of confusion and fear. That alone makes it worth reading.

But even more, this book gently changes how we see things. It moves past sentimental Christmas ideas and offers something stronger and more hopeful. God does not control humanity from a distance. Instead, God enters our weakness and heals it from the inside. That vision stays with you long after you finish reading.

For those seeking a Christmas book that is honest, challenging, and full of life, On the Incarnation stands out. It does not offer easy comfort. Instead, it presents a vision of a world upheld by the Word made flesh.